U H U R A LIFE.

Freedom comes from choice, it's a lifestyle.

Time

She asked me where was my faith …
I wondered whether it was buried under this pain …
Try to think positive but still left in disdain …
Complex mind frame …
See what has yet to be seen is the part when things get better
And does everything have to be harder for things to get better ?
I cry out but do you hear me …
Dark rooms and meditation
Yet my mind is not calm …. Just hesitation of when the next issue will arise … I’ll be surprised when I have a piece of peace … Feels like I’m never able to get up on my feet and just run free and free of care ….
Unless it’s puffed in the air … And I’m in mind trying to waste time ….
My heart , well it hurts …
I wonder when it’ll be mended …
Time seems not to want to make me heal … Just peel off the layers and feel more pain , more anguish , more feelings of distraught … More feelings of when I’ll be caught up and in a better time in my life …
As I think I just wish I could unwind … When you’ve been waiting and waiting for better to come and all you see is a gun blasting blasting blasting Everytime you open the door …. I feel death inside Everytime . I need a better mind frame … State of mind …. Positivity is easy to state but to live it takes time … Especially when you’ve been trying and you feel like your wasting time ….

It’s coming soon

Wonders of when this storm will pass
It’s been months of anguish and distraught I feel like I’m destroyed by these feelings that were brought
I cry but what do I get from the release
The benefits I have yet to seen
The work I put in I feel like why … Why work this hard just to get by?
My dreams they keep me going …
If only a moment it keeps me going , that my purpose is still here to come ,true
That’s why I’m here on earth to help
My brothers and sisters get better days …
This pain will make my compassion that much great , they can relate to my times of disarray ..
I’ll have advice because I can say … I’ve been there and I know it’s tough but you have to make a way out of the darkness and into the light …
Trust that god has something much desired waiting for you
… It’s coming , soon …

Spitta X Lex B

Ave life MF #LongliveErrick

LOve good company

My baby boo and I on a craze night , sunrises …

My baby boo and I on a craze night , sunrises …

❤️ just trying to enjoy life

Letting Go... Getting Back

uhuralife:

There are situations in life where people just need time they need time. Whether that situation needs time for a long or short period of time may yet to be determined but it surely isn’t forgotten in the present. You find yourself in situations that you know you shouldn’t allow yourself to be in…

Something old put powerful about relationships and yourself ❤️❤️❤️❤️✌️

So this was my outfit for the fourth … Although I didn’t get much of a chance to really do what I wanted all day … I still had fun before and after work . Crop tank from urban paired with my cutesy hot topic skirt s/o to Memphis i found it at plato’s closet ✌️✌️❤️💙

So this was my outfit for the fourth … Although I didn’t get much of a chance to really do what I wanted all day … I still had fun before and after work . Crop tank from urban paired with my cutesy hot topic skirt s/o to Memphis i found it at plato’s closet ✌️✌️❤️💙

I loved the fact that I literally went in my trunk and quickly put on an outfit . Gray v neck … Levi’s shorts a nice floral cover up and my leather jacket did me great justice this night .

I loved the fact that I literally went in my trunk and quickly put on an outfit . Gray v neck … Levi’s shorts a nice floral cover up and my leather jacket did me great justice this night .

❤️striving

Complacency is not for me …
I’m never satisfied because there are always improvements to be made .
I’m never comfortable because there are always someone waiting to take your place .
I’m always looking to learn … To be better to strive to new heights …
It’s no wonder why there is not sight for me to see where I want to be .
I’m not limited by what’s in front of me , I’m searching for more than this …
I want to live a life of pure bliss , happiness .
I want to travel to learn the real truths about us
To look myself in the eye and see what can we approve on to gain our rightful place in society .
I want to do my part .
I want to learn all I can about who we were and draw the blue print of who will be .. And how we will be seen in the future .
I am you and you are me because in the eyes of society we are all the same no matter what talk is going on about a post racial America .
We have yet to as a country accept the history and not make our troubling past a pho pa .

My part will be to extend my knowledge … To organize the thoughts and give us a passage to walk on to gain our place … As a beautiful outstanding race …
We will be great

#Bantu

#Bantu

Bun

Rage

She sits in silence
Yet inside her there’s an uproar
Of pounding straight violence….
What surprises her is the lack of knowledge behind it…
Is it feelings evoked from past events
Or is it the constant struggle to get through the things of the present …
She stresses and wishes she was blessed with content from being free of care …
She bares the discontent of wonder upon her head…
When will she get through the dark and enter the light
Is it only through flight while being high or the day she will actually touch the sky…
She sits and wonders as she cries.