There are situations in life where people just need time they need time. Whether that situation needs time for a long or short period of time may yet to be determined but it surely isn’t forgotten in the present. You find yourself in situations that you know you shouldn’t allow yourself to be in…
Something old put powerful about relationships and yourself ❤️❤️❤️❤️✌️
Complacency is not for me …
I’m never satisfied because there are always improvements to be made .
I’m never comfortable because there are always someone waiting to take your place .
I’m always looking to learn … To be better to strive to new heights …
It’s no wonder why there is not sight for me to see where I want to be .
I’m not limited by what’s in front of me , I’m searching for more than this …
I want to live a life of pure bliss , happiness .
I want to travel to learn the real truths about us
To look myself in the eye and see what can we approve on to gain our rightful place in society .
I want to do my part .
I want to learn all I can about who we were and draw the blue print of who will be .. And how we will be seen in the future .
I am you and you are me because in the eyes of society we are all the same no matter what talk is going on about a post racial America .
We have yet to as a country accept the history and not make our troubling past a pho pa .
My part will be to extend my knowledge … To organize the thoughts and give us a passage to walk on to gain our place … As a beautiful outstanding race …
We will be great
She sits in silence
Yet inside her there’s an uproar
Of pounding straight violence….
What surprises her is the lack of knowledge behind it…
Is it feelings evoked from past events
Or is it the constant struggle to get through the things of the present …
She stresses and wishes she was blessed with content from being free of care …
She bares the discontent of wonder upon her head…
When will she get through the dark and enter the light
Is it only through flight while being high or the day she will actually touch the sky…
She sits and wonders as she cries.
I feel like I’m a caged bird
Waiting to spread my wings and be free
Yet I let you get into me
My mind , my thoughts … Evoking frustration although I’d like to be alone and chill
9 months you carried and still you don’t feel me kick …
Kick for silence , I’m fighting just to be free
The spirit that’s always been free like the wind
No one word can instill the epitome of ME …
Who I am …
I’m too profound and I’m still getting to where I need to be .
Don’t crowd me with your loud words or your negativity …
Positivity is where I want to be
Positive state of mind
It seems you can only unwind when I’m not around all the time ….
So I’ll be free and be somewhere where I can be me and happy
Where I can remain calm and unbothered by the things you claim me to be .
Somewhere my bounds are unlimited ,my drive is unwarranted and I am appreciated for being me .
No pettiness shall overcome me , said she .
The thought of what my life will be
Without you in it …
I never thought I’d have to think this way …
Until we were old and gray
It’s like when you meet someone who you did things so new with or had some many moments of bliss … You get caught up in the future … Not thinking the next day may be the last
Or thinking forgiveness of the past should be true
But bringing all the sources of emotion you felt on your daily journey ,with you …
And still I thought the end was you .
I met my best friend and lover all in one
And with the single shot of a gun you were gone …
I can’t hug you or kiss you or hear your laugh …
I can’t wash your back while you’re taking a bath
I can’t rub your back or massage you when you’ve fall
I can’t be with you when times get hard
And me I no longer have my peace
For you were it my peace that is.
The person who made me so strong
Have no worries and walk along
I guess all the lessons I learned while being with you
Was for preparation for when I wouldn’t have you to lean on and gain comfort in.
You taught me how to be strong from within despite the cards being dealt.
I hold on In faith that you see me and see that I’m trying my best babe . My love for you is everlasting and will always remain true. Because you taught me how to love and because of that I’m forever indebted to you .
The time for me to release and be free is now …
No more holding myself back in order to make someone happy … I’m being as free as god intended me to be …
The spirit in which led me to levels of bliss that I surely miss .
I’m not one to get bogged down in categories or boxes …
I make my own space and create name for it that is a image straight from my mind … Because I am that … Creative source in which can not be defined …. I love the way I visualize the things I have yet to see then slowly but surely they all come to me … The world is not perfect but I see what I can do … Be me , stay true and help those who need help too …. I will surely be blessed because my efforts to make change for the better won’t be unnoticed by god … He will aid in my dreams coming to life … Black people must not live deplorably and not know why … Change is for the better but you can not make change if there is a feeling of strife …
In a dark ,cold room
No one in sight
From my window there’s a slight dim light
From the street yet ,
I’m still alone
I hear my mother walkin down the hall …
I’m still alone
There’s no one by my side there
Telling me it’s alright.
I can’t pick up my phone and say I’m going to call you because if I tried all I would hear is the Dial tone …
So I get back to my thoughts and yup I’m still alone .
Then a thought comes to mind that he would always listen … If I talk he may not talk back but he will give me a sign .
So I talk , talk talk … I ask for strength to make it through and it seems that suddenly … Strength pulls through … The moments of loneliness were just the moments in my head … Because he’s always with me even if nothing is said .
The beautiful complexity in which you are is the reason why there are stars in the sky and why even when I want to cry or give up on life … I don’t … I stay strong because you give me hope of better days … That I have yet to see … Dreams that still have yet to make their way to reality … I’m not alone because you’re by my side … And as my eyes stare wide up to the ceiling of my pitch black room … I think of you , hope of what’s yet to come .